July 24, 2017

Change Day 2.6

Something else happened in addition to my date yesterday that I am completely ashamed of and can't bring myself to even admit what happened. It had nothing to do with the date. It was just a very crazy night, and I made a very immature and potentially dangerous mistake. I think I fixed it but I just don't know if anything will happen because of it. 

My God, have I not learned anything in life? What a stupid thing to do.

I will say this: A LOT has changed in the world of online dating. Now that I am finally opening up to being vulnerable and responding to people, I realized, a bit too late, that I am naive. Very naive. And I am never naive. This is a very different world we live in.  I have cancelled my account, but truth be told, I'm a little concerned that may not be enough. 

Unfortunately this experience spooked me enough that I think I may not use online dating anymore.

I'm ok, just paranoid and I feel incredibly stupid.

Behavior change: Inactivity. I have never been as much of a couch potato as I am now. 

1 comment:

  1. Sorry to read that you were so spooked. If you wanna talk about it, by al means...
    also this post reminded me of a couch potato PSA in the 1980s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8PHr2b4VbM

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